SHOW SOME ORIGINALITY PLEASE!!!!
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I know I should not be surprised. She did this once, twice and even thrice so I should be used to it by now. But no. Why do I have to get use it when she’s showing me BS? I don’t even see her physically ‘cause it’s summer but she still manages to ruin my day. Ha. I know the problem might seem…
(Source: holdinghandsbythetireswing)
Today’s really challenging for me. I never felt this bad before. It’s just that I’m sick, and I feel like I’m alone.
Conversation:
Grandma: (in Tagalog) L.A.’s sick.
Mom: *No comment at all*
I asked everyone to put their hand on my forehead. I wanted to know if I really have a fever. But then they told me I ain’t sick. Okay, for them I ain’t sick. But yeah, I know very well that I am. Ha!
I need to have a sponge bath because I really feel hot. I just miss being a kid. As I press the face towel onto my skin, I really wanted to cry. I just miss how mom used to do such when I was just a kid. Yeah, I am fully aware that I’ve grown up far too old to do these things on my own. But, the fact that I felt like she didn’t even care kills me.
I really don’t know if we have talked today. I think we haven’t. She’s asleep as of now, and I know she’s really tired. She goes to work really early. But when she arrives home, she just changes her clothes and goes to bed right away. It’s like we’ve got a mom whom we just see. I feel like she works abroad. The only difference is we’re seeing her everyday.
“Kailan pa ba hindi naging busy si mama mo?”
These were my uncle’s words when we had a conversation. Well yeah, she’s really busy. On the positive side, I understand. To whom is she doing this? It’s all for us.
Anyway, I just pray to feel better ‘cause I do dislike being sick. I feel so down, and I really hope to wake up tomorrow with a brighter day ahead.
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